Name:cuimin Gender:female Age:15 Birthdate:28/09/89 Status:single Location:new zealand at my moomoomaemae farm!!! School:farmer school!
924*524 nthing else is more important than you n my farm...
i juz love you.
i juz hope tt i can sort tings out wif you soon...
i swear i'll never scold you again..
juz plz dun leave mi alone all by myself.
no one can replace you nw.
*you understand?*msn ytd nite u did reply mi.haiz.bt really duno shld b sad or happy abt it.purpose to hv training today,bt sumting happened which made mi really no mood to train at all.
msg you.i gave u all e reasons i had.i told u hw i feel.everyting.perhaps its a gd ting.tot of telling u after ur olevel.mayb its too fast.i cant say i duno anyting nw.the only doubts i hv is you.ok,u say i'm always like tt,thn wat abt u?arent you e same?always whn theres a conversation u will always avoid or dun wanna reply if u dun feel like.at least u muz tell mi sumting rite?plz dun half way n stop it.i'm sorry if i've said sumting which sounds bad.bt u knw,i dunwan it to b b4,i wan it to b 4eva.even though at least we tok abt it today,i still dun understand ur side.i really dun mind waiting.its up to u.n plz stop hving e tot of wanting mi to hate u.impossible.hope i'll hv gd news.:/i wun giv up.haiz
juz@WL
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Friday, November 12, 2004 11:23 PM
so wat if i can borrow confidence?it doesnt mean anyting.even if i can put my whole life into it.so wat?duno wat is tis call,its always e same.isit gd or bad i duno.i'm nt worth ur time.
perhaps u mean a lot to mean.dun tink u even kw i exist.isit real funni or wat?juz a few sentences n left.honestly,i'm nt happy,i'm nt blaming u.if everytings over n tings r stil like tt,i rather die.wats e difference btween dying n suffering 4eva in tis manner?i duno,many tots r running through my mind nw.
juz@WL
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*daphne*as usual early morning went 4 training.next week gt hse gym test.elsa called early in e morning.scare mi sia,tot wat happened.lol.guardian nag n nag said my fone very noisy.haha..thn gt msg her abit.another fren of mine,olevel stress..she's trying to lend mi sum confidence..if only i can hv sum..haiz..
today tried e deep pool diving training.tot it was scary at 1st.it was very nice.haha..bt mixed up all e signal.thn gt scolding agn.n theres tis idiotic guy who actuli went to e female changing room.wat e hell!stil gimmi tt blur look.cant he see e stickman sign board is drawn wif skirt?!!dotz.
last nite's dream was terrible.ok la,abit.miss you.wil we b ok?haiz...ask sly go hm slp la.argh.nt nice one.really really duno y sum ppl say he is very handsome.wahlao..!plz la.if he din join e idol i BET he is juz a nobody at all.even gurmit singh more handsome than him.hope tau n oli,one of thm will kick his butt n let him let back to his grandma's hse n play five stone there.oli sec song was damn nice.like tau 1st song n bth song tt daph sang.hehe
if e amount of care i hv is equal to urs,it wil b easy to solve all e probs.
juz@WL
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Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:09 PM
gt sumting to update.so busy til 4gt to c ur blog.juz read.really duno wat to say.hmmm....after reading juz gt a very worried feeling.so afraid tt u might lost urself one day too.jk.tk gd care of urself n ur stuffs...
juz@WL
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*bug's life*hate today!!!!!i hate today!!!!ARGH!so damn fucking busy !stil muz kena scolding.as if i dunwanna do well like tt!scold n scold.whole body's so painful.no gd rest 4 so long.wat else u wan???!!!HECK!
sum ppl realli very funny leh.ask thm tk apple thy say its awful,bt sumone else ask thm tk thn thy tk.wat e hell is tis?wahlao,i tink my frenz all weirdo.crazy.e sms tingy another one!dun wan thn dun waste my time!!!!!!!!!!!!!bloody idiot.really dun understand.
quite hot tempered tis week days.all thanks to sum ppl.n tt stupid sly sang my fav song by david tao.spoilt by him man.EeeeEee..CMI.like e rest.esp daph coz she sang i believe n she use thai!hehe.anywae,a bug's life was nice.reminds mi of you.haiz,tt time we stil ok one.nw like tt.no one n nthing else can cheer mi up nw except u.stil tinking y n hw e words came through my mind.din mean it at all.it made mi more fed up.will u plz 4giv mi one day?
might b playing floorball next week at e church wif emme n karen.ytd tt church ger msg mi ask wan go 4 e bbq,haha,fanny was luffing,she said i go there only gt 3 choices.either i bbq 4 thm or i play wif e fire or i b e meat 4 thm to bbq although thy can eat mi raw.stil muz go to e law firm 4 e name tingy.thn gt training,summore gt nb,haha..emme miz mi sia..she had a fun time wif yukai tis holi.lol.
scuba diving open water land camp or open water land camp?duhz,of coz is e 1st one!so hard.haiz.
juz@WL
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:51 PM
*onions sux!*went tp in e morning buy stuff.i MUST say tis!!ARGH!dun eva let mi c tt guy agn!knw wat tt bloody guy did?idiot,he walked passed mi n he suddenly cough so damn fucking loud!wth!he stil can turn back at smile at mi.juz feel like walking back n giv him one tight slap!!!argh!hope he cough till he die.
afternoon gt training.used diff kind of skipping rope.thn weights 4 situp.went fanny hse,played wif her kitchen.hehe..hlp her mum cook.lol..e onions made mi cried.haha.gave up n went 2 e living room watch tv..haha.
haiz..tis morning woke up,suddenly e tot of my plan came into my mind.low pace.shld nt scare u.i kw to do nw.missing u.realli hope it works.
current one n only wish:to spend my every xmas wif u happily.haiz.
juz nw suddenly gt an insect flying around.haha..reminds mi of u...sorry dun b angry.juz jk..
juz@WL
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004 10:35 PM
*swimming*same old word agn.TIRED..4gotten abt nb.cant go anywae.early morning woke up at 6,thn muz skip.actualli going 4 e church tingy play floorball de,bt swimming time changed to late morning.so cant go.haiz.stupid emme oso cannt.gt one boyboy n his mum damn funny..he came n asked mi can teach him hw to swim.thn his mum was smiling at mi.haha,i feel like telling thm,if u r nt afraid of drowning,i'll teach u thn.all bcoz of thm,i kena scolding frm coach.argh.din finish e laps in time.thn start to rain.shity idiot!wast can i do thn?let him scold n nag at mi lo...cant stand him,din care abt e rain went into e pool n swim.
yawn.really miss you.tinking abt ur exam's ending soon,duno y,i'm so afraid.its juz tt i've gt e feeling ur ans wil b e same agn.e word 'FOR SURE FAILING' juz stuck in my head.haiz.soon i'll juz b like an item in NTUC,hving a price tag,nah,juz a tag."GONNA MISS HER EVA"
juz@WL
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Monday, November 08, 2004 8:31 PM
*gym gym*so frightening at gym.was cycling,thn e old man bside mi suddenly lie on e machine thn he juz fell n fainted.scared mi man.he bit his tongue.din kw wat 2 do.luckily he was fine in e end.thn coach damn cruel.he said to mi,either u continue running or faint.haiz.very busy tis week.hope my rest day wil cum soon...hehe..everyweek i pray 4 my rest day.lol.bish n loft is a nice place.my coach's hse.
arg,went fanny's hse.omg!duno wat kind of shit hairstyle she cut 4 mi.tot of only accompany her to release her stress de.who knws she actuali played wif my hair.nvm,sch reopen wil grow back,hope so.went hm 4 hse gym.tired.yawn.
hope ur paper is fine.i'm so greedy,wanting to see u..perhaps i'll nv get e chance anymore..:(ending soon my heartbeat is cuming faster.my frenz r back.sms thm only air pork shelly replied.hmmph!so sweet of her bought mi a panda..haha..reaching spore.
